is anyone listening?

photo by Etsy shop LM Photography

I love having a blog.  I do.  You wouldn't know it by the few and inconsistent postings but I actually love having this form of creative outlet.  My gradual rise in sales have been... challenging for me.  Don't get me wrong, completely welcomed but I haven't found my groove yet with being a self-employed artist.  So... I find the blog (next to house work) seems to be the first to be neglected.  Also, I will have to admit that I have had a hard time coming up with post ideas.  So here is my current idea and we will see how it goes...

I am going to start using this as my (for lack of a better ord) diary.  I am going to send these random thoughts into the great void in hopes that I will find at least one person that finds insight or commonality in my rantings or unsolicited opinions.  For instance, Big Brother!  I am the only person I know that watches it.  I reluctantly began watching after the forth or so week because of the lack of television to watch and got inevitably hooked.  I find myself ranting to Nickolas about it and he just gives me that "stop talking to me about this pointless crap" look and I would love to just have one person say "Yes Jenna, Rachel and Brendon are unbelievably annoying and yet I still can't help rooting for them", or "Can you believe Enzo is pulling that crap with Matt when Matt is the one doing all the work" and "but I don't care because Matt is a douce"... blah blah blah.  I still plan to post things I love, things that inspire me and lots of Disneyland (once the darn summer is over and we can go back again in peace and coolness) along with the anything else I have that I feel the need to share...

So yesterday Nick and I decided to rearrange our room.  We have been wanting to for a while and finally decided to just do it, now that I am willing to take apart my beautiful headboard.  I really loved my headboard but it doesn't work with the change and I love the room more... and by room I mean space!  The unfortunate result however was the layer of dust from this dust filled town that caused my allergies to attack me something fierce!  I have been down all day because of it, I am completely frustrated because I have so much work to get done and really couldn't afford to take this day off, but as any of you who have allergies know... not much you can do when snot is pouring from your nose.  I thought I could add some new items to the shop, add some new little love letters photos to flickr and facebook and maybe create some new graphics.  But I have instead spent all my time on this post...heeheehee.  I think I shall curl up in bed instead and hope that tomorrow will find me allergy free!  I will share some sneak peeks on whats to come in the shop

flying birds, yum letters and stars...

coming soon!